First blog

OK, it's my first blog and it's about my first vlog which I'm actualy not sure will I post.
So, I'm not gonna start with something about myself 'cuz I'm pretty sure that there's a section about this somewhere in the profile and if I want to share this with you I'll do it there or somewhen later (I'm not sure if there's such a word as "somewhen" but I used it :D).
I was talking about vlogging and the thing is that I really wanna do it but there's a problem. I watch many youtube videos and I see those poeple vlogging and talking about the stuff they like or don't like, talking about everything that matters to them amd sometimes I have that need to say hat's on my mind and just share it with anybody who is willing to hear me. And I decided to try .. but it came up that I can't really talk... and I don't mean I can't talk like I'm shy or something. It's just that I'm bulgarian and English is like my second language I've been studying it for 10 years and I can understand most of the thing that are said to me and I can write them ... I can think them .. I can think in english but when it comes to talking and saying those things right now in that very moment and I mess up. It's hard for me talking it. *sigh* You might say "well, do it in your language" but here in Bulgaria things like this aren't very popular and if I want to be heard saying those things in language which is talked mostly everywhere in the world gives more chanses to be understand.
And actually this is how I decided to do a blog. It seems like it wasn't hard to be think of but I guess that wanting to do a vlog and be like those vloggers in youtube with many subscribers and people that love them made me forget the whole idea of making this kind of stuff. And having a blog is the best way for me to express my thoughts now.
If you read the whole text I thank you for that 'cuz it really means a lot to me and I ask to be excused if there are mistakes and wrong words or phrases but I'm lazy and don't wanna correct them right now.^^; I hope you'll post a comment about what you think about my first blog post.
Hope you gays have a really great Sunday!

Love,
Mirs :F